Out of nowhere today something interesting happened. The fear just went away. I had been feeling heavy in my bones the past few days, bleeding, retreating, over thinking, underperforming. And holding on to way too much. I sat on my pink couch that I cleaned up earlier to list on EBay. And like a breath that I didn’t take, the fear vanished. Took off from me like a flight of invisible birds. And it’s raining, now. And suddenly I’m filled with compassion and I can breathe again and the people who I resented I love. And the people who I loved I love even more. And I idolize nothing. I am just filled with life. A longing just to be, here.